Hi Amanda, I have been thinking long and hard about you lately. No, not in the stalker kind of twisted way, but in the what the fuck kind of way. I sit here and read your blogs and follow all the things you do and say to myself, what? What the fuck. Amanda the simple fact is you are scared, scared to be the superstar that you are. Don't take this the wrong way please, it is not a condemnation, it is an observation. You say that you want honesty and truth from your fans, well here it is. You have more talent in your little finger than all the Lady Ga Ga's put together. Yet, you have not reached the level that your talent dictates you should be at. Odd really because I can often picture you at the Grammy awards singing Amperstand with the Boston Symphony and seeing all the mouths drop at the sheer level of stunning talent. This doesn't happen, So we have to look at why, and why in my opinion is that it is far easier for you to be the cult darling of the Twitter generation than being the greatest female performer of our generation. Stop me when I am wrong please, but I think not. I beg of you to stop, stop trying to please everyone, it is killing you. Yes we love you, but it would be far more rewarding to see you be at the level that you should be at than to see you in a 300 seat club. I know many are going to say this is all bullshit, but it isn't, you know it and I know it. So I sit here and say it is time Amanda, time to let go of the small ideas, you are bigger than that, you are better than that. There is a small window of chance for you to get through to the "superstar" status, does it frighten you that much? Do you really think that WKAP didn't deserve to get 5 or more Grammy's, you know it did, Ben knows it did, we all know it did, but to get that you sometimes have to let go of a little bit of control. Maybe you really don't care, that's always a real possibility. I for one think it would be a shame to see you continue to wallow in your self made castle of cult. Please take this with the love I feel for you as a fan. Get some new management, play the game a little Amanda, just a little, you don't have to be a robot, but you could let go just a little, afterall, do you really want to sit back and say at 60 that you could have been headlining something like Glastonbury, but you were to damn stubborn to give up just a little. I wonder, so please read this and think, think of what it could be if you just let go a little. I'd rather see you in a stadium of 50,0 00 people than a club of 200(we have all seen that by now) at this point, you deserve it!! Thanks for letting me rant, I feel deeply for the art that you create and I just would like to see you get to where you could go. Then again maybe you like it this way, if that's true, that's a shame really, don't fear being a superstar, you already are one , you just have to let go a little, please. Who Killed Amanda Palmer? Amanda Palmer did. Love, Wayne