i had a dolls-related dream last night! it was strange.
i was at a concert in a club, which was very very intimate. there were about 10-15 people in the audience who all seemed to be very familiar with the band - which consisted of a seemingly younger Amanda on piano and a chubby guy on drums. they played very dark songs and there was a general depressing vibe in the room. the guy wasn't a very good drummer. so i asked "where is brian?" but nobody seemed to know what i meant.
then i asked a very pretty girl who was taking a lot of photos with a SLR camera if that was a digital one and if she could send the pictures to me, but she just looked at me puzzled.
she seemed to be close to the band and it seemed clear to everyone in the audience that the band was bound to have small audiences of the same 10-15 people for ever and ever, and since everyone really liked amanda that contributed to the overall hopeless mood. i felt as if i had entered a room with a group of people that had already known each other for a long time and, therefore, didn't need to talk. everything seemed understood...
but i didn't understand. then it struck me and i asked thepretty girl with the camera who also had a flower in her hair: what year do we have? and she said: 1999.
and i was so happy to know why they couldn't answer my brian question (yet), and it broke my heart that i couldn't tell them what was going to happen...
and then i woke up
my mind is weird.