I really try to not get involved in these kind of things, but some things really bother me and I want to get it of my sleeve.
We have forgotten Admins are people too? I really do not agree. Some people tried to get the message through to you nicely, but you replied immature. So I'm thinking you are starting to forget that the members are people. And the fact that you call a lot of us here 'parasites'? Really? That's really a good example of treating people like human beings.
It bothered me that your way was the only right way, and when someone had a different opinion, it's just plain wrong. Everyone has their own opinion, and everyone has the right to that. But to just say that their opinion is wrong because you do not agree, that's stupid. You can agree, you can not agree, but that doesn't mean they are right or wrong.
I respect a lot of the admins, probably all of them, because they don't act like they are the big ones who rule the Shadowbox world like Gods. Len lost that and did act like he was a God.
With this post to me it seems like you are trying to make yourself look like the victim, and we are all the bad evil ones that did it. I think for the most part you did it yourself. And it is sad that it had to come like this, but if you want to leave, so be it.