i fear so much that people don't understand me at all.. but maybe not being understandable could be a good thing?
I think that almost everyone feels this way. There are times when I think to myself, "Wow, this person really gets me- fuck. Finally!" Then there are times in which the same person can make me think that they believe I am speaking a whole new language, and have no clue who or even what I am.
Sometimes, I get stuck in this funk where I am like, "Fuck you, you don't get me? I don't even get me..." And it is so frustrating to feel that way.
BUT- in feeling like no one understands you, you have friends. So in that respect- we do get you and you aren't alone
NOW FOR THE FEARS!
Real fear- That when my mom dies, I will be completely destroyed and not be able to function without her. I know that sounds selfish, but we have been eachother's rock and cheerleader for so long & I don't know what I will do without her. She is my only real family that I have left.
lame fear- That the gnome creature from the movie "Cat's Eye" will suck my soul out while I am sleeping. That and something will rip off my toes and eat them in front of me.