My Mom basically just called me a cunt and apparently losing the house we used to live in was somehow my fault, despite that fact that I was only 14 when she had to sell the house -maybe it was my fault, I didn't go to high school and get a student loan an give it to her to help with the bills and stuff so of course it's all my fault. I mean, my older sister who already have a stable job and shit sure isn't to blame because her money obviously had to be spent on something more important than helping her family.
So of course it makes sense a 14 year old idiot like me shoud've somehow figured it out and saved the day. I'm so sorry I wanted to spend one hour away from you, Mom, and listening to music and saying good night to my girlfriend who lives on the other side of the planet.
I mean I know Mom's had a hard life too but god damn it, I refuse to take blame for every fucking thing that's gone wrong in her life! It's not my god damn fault, I've done everything can to help but since it's so very little it's like it doesn't matter.
I just want to leave but I don't know where to go. Fuck, I should just join the army and hope I'll get sent somewhere where I'll get shot, at least that way I might have done something useful with my life.
Sorry, just completely emo today, tl;dr, ignore. http://youtu.be/G-yySxecVAg