My Catholic upbringing has made me very scared of going to Hell when I die. I want to say that I no longer believe in the Catholic idea of God, but having been baptised, receiving confession and communion, and confirmation; going to all those Sunday masses and going to Catholic school, it's instilled this belief in me and I'm caught somewhere in the middle. This hasn't ruined my day, it's been ruining the last few years of my life. And I honestly don't know what to do. I don't agree with a lot of the things they teach in the bible, and while I agree more with evidence rather than a dogma, I just can't help but think that I'm going to burn in Hell for eternity.