It was alright during the day, for the most part, but by the time we got round to eating my little sister was in such a foul mood she was being horrible to everyone, including the little ones, and Dad's been absolutely *vile* since I got home. I mean, he's just been really fucking awful to everyone, and he says it's because he's tired but like, we're all tired, Jayne's as exhausted as he is, there's no excuse for it. Last night when the little ones went to bed Dad and Tor started a fight (just when my brother and I were about to win Cranium as well, the bastards xD) and were yelling, and then Dad started on at me later, and it just sucked ass. I had a good chat with my big sister, but it was horrible.
I've been trying to ignore stuff and have a good time anyway, but it just got pretty impossible last night. The main thing for me is that I'm still really angry and upset at my dad for all the shit he put me through this year, and I'm upset as well because I'm the only one not staying at Dad's over the whole period - I'm having to go back to my mum's, where I sleep in the study and she puts my bed away every morning because I'm basically clutter. At Dad's, I'm sleeping behind a curtain on a tiny pull-out bed on the landing, like I'm just shoved in at the corners. It doesn't feel like 'home', it feels like I'm just a fucking annoying visitor.
And yeah, things looked like they were going to be OK, but they just aren't. I'm going to Maddison's today, which will hopefully be nicer, but I'm just having a rotten time. The last straw kind of thing is that my 'bed' at Dad's is really uncomfortable, and because it's on the landing I get woken up every time anyone goes to the bathroom or as soon as anyone gets up in the morning, so I'm really, really tired right now, which is no state to be dealing with this shit.
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