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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12555 on: January 22, 2013, 07:19:36 PM »

Ugh, my flu is developing so slowly
I've finally got the fever and now I feel like dying.

Really, what a fabulous way to spend my week off college

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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12556 on: January 23, 2013, 12:16:20 AM »

Really depressed about the future. I got into a training course through the unemployment office, which I should be happy about since it will help me find a job, but it's going to be really depressing. I just read a status on facebook by a girl saying that she some day hopes to be brave enough to be herself. I just got a call saying I start this course tomorrow which means that having finally reached a happy point in my life where I feel like I am myself (after a hell of an adolescence), I'm going to have to pack myself up and be someone else indefinitely. This fucking sucks. Tomorrow will mean undergoing a high-schoolesque makeover to change my hair, remove my piercings and dress more socially acceptably, then I'll have to listen to more people express their shock that I'm in this training course when I have an honours degree, and then I'll undergo some behavioural modification to make me louder and more positive-sounding etc. The challenge: get through this learning to fake the person I'm being moulded into, while keeping my real self intact (I'll just have to hide it somewhere).

(I'm still grateful this woman has taken me into her course, though, and hopefully I'll come out of it with a job where I can start being myself again)
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12557 on: January 23, 2013, 01:53:47 AM »

Good luck! your undertaking a brave new role.
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12558 on: January 23, 2013, 05:16:46 AM »

Brave? Haha, maybe. I've had the worst fucking headache since I woke up this morning, which has just been getting worse and worse all day despite my taking panadol and drinking lots of water etc. It's so bad I feel like I'm going to throw up, and I can't sleep, which is not a good start to my training whatsit considering I have to be awake in six hours >.<
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12559 on: January 23, 2013, 07:58:53 AM »

it sucks when you have to modify yourself to fit into a job situation... i always feel a bit like i'm wearing a costume when i'm at work (and that's not even because of our uniforms, but because i'm wearing make up, which i usually don't). but after all a job or course is just a job/course, and it won't define YOU if you don't let it, and there's always something useful to be learned...so good luck for your first day!
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12560 on: January 23, 2013, 07:46:11 PM »

... and hopefully I'll come out of it with a job where I can start being myself again)
With any luck at all, you'll actually learn stuff in this class that, in addition to impressing prospective
employers on your CV, will actually be somehow useful, even in a position where you can be yourself.

Heck, you could actually learn something genuinely useful... like in the real world.
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12561 on: January 24, 2013, 02:44:05 AM »

I had to have my big transformation today for the course/my job search. I can obviously wear my piercings when I'm not there or out looking for work, but I had to change my closed lip ring to a stud so I can easily remove it for these things. I've had it in for months, and putting a straight bar through a now curved hole is really uncomfortable! Feels weird man. That didn't bother me much, though. What bothered me was having to spend $30 on bleach and toner to remove my beautiful green hair. The store didn't have my usual bleach, so I had to get a different brand, which resulted in my first ever bad reaction to bleach. It burned so much my scalp and neck are all red and painful, but my hair didn't fall out, so that's good. Initial result was bright, fluorescent yellow. Then I put the toner in and it's a little too soon to tell (still wet) but it's looking like a bit of an ash grey. I honestly want to claw my neck off right now. Getting my first bad bleach reaction like this is a sign it was not meant to be.

Also, despite referring me for this course, the unemployment office apparently didn't realise I was taking it, so now I have to get the course people to email them something so they don't cut my benefit. They called me to tell me this while I was at the store, then I got home to a letter saying that even though I've been looking for work and even though I'm training, and even though I just made a drastic overhaul of my appearance in order to find work, they might cut my benefit from $240 a week to $95 next month anyway. Never mind that I have $145 rent to pay each week and can't get out of the lease right now.

On the bright side, an old friend of mine came over and bleached and dyed my hair for me, and was generally supportive about it, which helped. 
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12562 on: January 24, 2013, 03:51:46 PM »

Neil just tweeted that he'll be at SXSW and I was all "HOLY SHIT!!!!! That is in Austin & on a Saturday!! I can totally persuade my husband into going & won't even have to ask off work!!" Then I looked and badges are $895 for the part that he will be participating in and that (x2 + plus hotel + travel ) is just not feasible. balls.




unless i put it all on a shiny credit card but isn't really a smart plan I suppose
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12563 on: January 24, 2013, 07:22:00 PM »

Brb, going to hide out in Wainuiomata for ten days where there is absolutely no weather.
http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/8222771/The-weather-will-be-absolutely-beautiful
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12564 on: January 24, 2013, 10:40:38 PM »

Brb, going to hide out in Wainuiomata for ten days where there is absolutely no weather.
http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/8222771/The-weather-will-be-absolutely-beautiful

Hah fuck that. That's not a smart plan. Wainui's a hole, it can get way hot in there. Hide somewhere else, in the bush. Wilton's where it's at!
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12565 on: January 24, 2013, 11:59:37 PM »

Brb, going to hide out in Wainuiomata for ten days where there is absolutely no weather.
http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/8222771/The-weather-will-be-absolutely-beautiful

Hah fuck that. That's not a smart plan. Wainui's a hole, it can get way hot in there. Hide somewhere else, in the bush. Wilton's where it's at!
I've only been there once to film and we were in a chilled factory the whole time, so I'll take your word for it. I don't even know where Wilton is, but it sounds hot since the name reminds me of things wilting.
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12566 on: January 25, 2013, 12:18:34 AM »

Brb, going to hide out in Wainuiomata for ten days where there is absolutely no weather.
http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/8222771/The-weather-will-be-absolutely-beautiful

Hah fuck that. That's not a smart plan. Wainui's a hole, it can get way hot in there. Hide somewhere else, in the bush. Wilton's where it's at!
I've only been there once to film and we were in a chilled factory the whole time, so I'll take your word for it. I don't even know where Wilton is, but it sounds hot since the name reminds me of things wilting.


It's sort of round the back of Karori, behind Zelandia.
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12567 on: January 25, 2013, 01:57:02 AM »

Neil just tweeted that he'll be at SXSW and I was all "HOLY SHIT!!!!! That is in Austin & on a Saturday!! I can totally persuade my husband into going & won't even have to ask off work!!" Then I looked and badges are $895 for the part that he will be participating in and that (x2 + plus hotel + travel ) is just not feasible. balls.




unless i put it all on a shiny credit card but isn't really a smart plan I suppose

I am probably going to SXSW and I think the badge I would have would get me in to that, but I might not be there that day and if I was I would probably be busy with the reason I'm going.
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« Reply #12568 on: January 25, 2013, 11:16:49 AM »

Neil just tweeted that he'll be at SXSW and I was all "HOLY SHIT!!!!! That is in Austin & on a Saturday!! I can totally persuade my husband into going & won't even have to ask off work!!" Then I looked and badges are $895 for the part that he will be participating in and that (x2 + plus hotel + travel ) is just not feasible. balls.

unless i put it all on a shiny credit card but isn't really a smart plan I suppose

I am probably going to SXSW and I think the badge I would have would get me in to that, but I might not be there that day and if I was I would probably be busy with the reason I'm going.

What are you going for?
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Re: Shit that ruined your day.
« Reply #12569 on: January 25, 2013, 01:30:09 PM »

What are you going for?

One of the organizers of the tech conference is interested in having a demonstration of the research I work on. Basically we have devices that can measure the whole radio spectrum used for wireless communications and see which frequencies are being used and which aren't at any moment, and what we learn from this information is how we can make new wireless communication devices smarter and more efficient. I work on the computer systems that harvest and organize the data and the software to visualize the data. Here's an example of what one type of visualization looks like.
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