Thank you, sweethearts. Feeling very very strange at the minute. "Bewildered" might be the word. Just went out for a smoke and ended up sitting there pretty much chain-smoking for about half an hour trying to figure out how I feel. I dunno. Shaken up, really. My other grandparents all died either when I was little or before I was born, so this is the first time of having to deal with it really. Like, we weren't that close - she lived in Bath when I was younger, and then moved up to Scotland a few years ago, and Dad isn't a big one for visiting family and stuff, so the last time I saw her was... God, I can't even remember exactly. Last year, perhaps? And like I don't feel bad about it, like I don't feel guilty or whatever, but it's strange knowing that I know so little about her and now she's gone. I dunno. Thank you all for being so kind though - I think it makes all the difference, having people out there to talk to and support you or whatever. I dunno.