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[slyvia k]

hahaha sorry guys, my brother, indeed!!

[Mr. Leave Me Alone]

I had a horrible dream in which the fucker who sexually assaulted me was in my house and he wouldn't get out and I kept calling people to come over and try to get rid of him but he kept talking them all into being friends with him so he could stick around and freak me out. I woke up shaking. When I went back to sleep, I had another one in which I was at the place where I was assaulted and I realised what was going to happen, so I ran and ran and ran and came across this house that was open but the lady who lived there had the ability to kill people and take their souls and she sliced me open right down the middle from my head to my stomach and I left my body and followed her around as a ghost until someone killed her too.

I'd post about this in the weird dreams thread, but it has ruined my fucking day. I wish I could get revenge on the idiot who did this to me.
Beyond the angry message I sent him a while ago, obviously. Because that obviously isn't the kind of action that would do a damn thing.

[slyvia k]

I had a horrible dream in which the fucker who sexually assaulted me was in my house and he wouldn't get out and I kept calling people to come over and try to get rid of him but he kept talking them all into being friends with him so he could stick around and freak me out. I woke up shaking. When I went back to sleep, I had another one in which I was at the place where I was assaulted and I realised what was going to happen, so I ran and ran and ran and came across this house that was open but the lady who lived there had the ability to kill people and take their souls and she sliced me open right down the middle from my head to my stomach and I left my body and followed her around as a ghost until someone killed her too.

I'd post about this in the weird dreams thread, but it has ruined my fucking day. I wish I could get revenge on the idiot who did this to me.
Beyond the angry message I sent him a while ago, obviously. Because that obviously isn't the kind of action that would do a damn thing.

i'm so sorry audster. *huge hugs* . we're always here when you want to talk

[spider jerusalem]

I think she meant her brother...

ohhhhhhh! makes sense.

 

hahaha sorry guys, my brother, indeed!!

hehe! no worries. my bad.

[Mr. Leave Me Alone]

I had a horrible dream in which the fucker who sexually assaulted me was in my house and he wouldn't get out and I kept calling people to come over and try to get rid of him but he kept talking them all into being friends with him so he could stick around and freak me out. I woke up shaking. When I went back to sleep, I had another one in which I was at the place where I was assaulted and I realised what was going to happen, so I ran and ran and ran and came across this house that was open but the lady who lived there had the ability to kill people and take their souls and she sliced me open right down the middle from my head to my stomach and I left my body and followed her around as a ghost until someone killed her too.

I'd post about this in the weird dreams thread, but it has ruined my fucking day. I wish I could get revenge on the idiot who did this to me.
Beyond the angry message I sent him a while ago, obviously. Because that obviously isn't the kind of action that would do a damn thing.

i'm so sorry audster. *huge hugs* . we're always here when you want to talk

Thanks, lovely. I appreciate that more than I could put into words, even though I don't even want to talk about it that much. Haha. *returns hugs*

[Cirque]

My own fault completely, but I waited far too long to book tickets for Alanis Morissette in June and now it has sold out.
My sister checked on GetMeIn but with shipping and booking charges it adds up to £180, which is just way too expensive.

It's entirely my fault for waiting so long, but still pretty disappointed.

[slyvia k]

i was wrong. apparently my mom is ok with my bro's breakup, but what really makes her suffer is my new haircut (nothing dramatic, my usual hipster cut, a bit more shaven, but it grows back so fast). gee woman gimmie a break 

[imaginary friend]

i was wrong. apparently my mom is ok with my bro's breakup, but what really makes her suffer is my new haircut (nothing dramatic, my usual hipster cut, a bit more shaven, but it grows back so fast). gee woman gimmie a break 

next time she's on your ass for no reason, shave your head.

preferably right in front of her.   

[Astica]

i was wrong. apparently my mom is ok with my bro's breakup, but what really makes her suffer is my new haircut (nothing dramatic, my usual hipster cut, a bit more shaven, but it grows back so fast). gee woman gimmie a break 

next time she's on your ass for no reason, shave your head.

preferably right in front of her.   

This.

@Topic: keep having anxiety attacks. I hadn't had one for years until a couple of months ago, and now not only are they becoming more frequent, they're getting worse. Also, our landlord is mad about an argument she had with our flatmate about our broken oven not being clean, and now we might have to move out.

[slyvia k]

i was wrong. apparently my mom is ok with my bro's breakup, but what really makes her suffer is my new haircut (nothing dramatic, my usual hipster cut, a bit more shaven, but it grows back so fast). gee woman gimmie a break 

next time she's on your ass for no reason, shave your head.

preferably right in front of her.   

This.

@Topic: keep having anxiety attacks. I hadn't had one for years until a couple of months ago, and now not only are they becoming more frequent, they're getting worse. Also, our landlord is mad about an argument she had with our flatmate about our broken oven not being clean, and now we might have to move out.

aw, sucks. do you know why you're having them? i mean, is there something wrong...? too much work, love problems?
i had panic attacks this summer and since i've never had them before i thought i was going to die or something lol. but anyhow, my doctor gave me some herbal pills (valeriana it's called here), and along with talking a lot about it to patient friends, and eating better (i basically ate very very little, so my doc told me i had to FEED my brain properly) i slowly started getting better... now i haven't had a panic attack for months. 

[Astica]

i was wrong. apparently my mom is ok with my bro's breakup, but what really makes her suffer is my new haircut (nothing dramatic, my usual hipster cut, a bit more shaven, but it grows back so fast). gee woman gimmie a break 

next time she's on your ass for no reason, shave your head.

preferably right in front of her.   

This.

@Topic: keep having anxiety attacks. I hadn't had one for years until a couple of months ago, and now not only are they becoming more frequent, they're getting worse. Also, our landlord is mad about an argument she had with our flatmate about our broken oven not being clean, and now we might have to move out.

aw, sucks. do you know why you're having them? i mean, is there something wrong...? too much work, love problems?
i had panic attacks this summer and since i've never had them before i thought i was going to die or something lol. but anyhow, my doctor gave me some herbal pills (valeriana it's called here), and along with talking a lot about it to patient friends, and eating better (i basically ate very very little, so my doc told me i had to FEED my brain properly) i slowly started getting better... now i haven't had a panic attack for months. 

I was in pre-production for my first time directing a (fairly) professional short film when I started having them, so it was mostly stress/nerves about that, but there's nothing major going on at the moment, just usual uni stress etc. I haven't been eating terribly well lately, though, since our oven's broken and I've been really busy, so there has been a little bit more toast for dinner etc than is probably healthy. I haven't heard of the pills before and can't really afford to see a doctor, but I'll definitely try to fix my diet, and probably my sleeping patterns as well while we're at it. It's bizarre, though, last night at about 5am I was almost asleep when suddenly some minor worry starting occurring to me in all corners of my brain and I thought of all of the terrible things that could happen and my body tensed up and my stomach started hurting and it took everything I could do to stop myself from vomiting. I had to start taking deep breaths and calming myself down for ages before I could get to sleep. Now I can't even remember what I was upset about

Hopefully it is just to do with me being a bit overstressed and my body blowing it out of proportion because I haven't been taking great care of it lately.

[absynth aura]

^Isn't the clinic at Vic free? Or it is just really cheap? Because it might pay to check it out if they keep happening.

[Savannah]

Throbbing ache in my right ear.

It happens 2-3 times each year, yet whenever i see the family doc, she tells me that's just a temporary ache caused by the common cold.

This time i don't even have a cold or something like that. It's just, my ear feels as if somebody's trying to hit a nail right inside it. There also is a constant ache in the right side of my neck and under my chin.

I'll go see an ear-throat specialist if it doesn't recover until the next monday.

[imaginary friend]

^ sounds like Eustachian tube problems.

[Astica]

^Isn't the clinic at Vic free? Or it is just really cheap? Because it might pay to check it out if they keep happening.

I think so. I keep forgetting about the Vic clinic. I might check it out when term starts up again if it's still a problem.

@Topic: I've been bidding on this awesome pair of dark green suede docs, and I accidentally missed the end of the auction. They were basically in new condition, and only went for $55. So annoyed at myself right now. I also missed a party I was supposed to talk to someone about our film at, and there was a band I wanted to see tonight, but no one else was going, and I was meant to go to the party. In short, I've achieved nothing today.