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[Mr. Leave Me Alone]

Bit o' countin' shows me that I have enough of my cipralex (anti-depressant) to last until Saturday IF I split each pill in half (which probably isn't the smartest thing I'll ever do because then it's kind of going up and down but I know people who take half as much as I normally do regularly so at least I know it's a thing?). I have an appointment with my doctor on Monday, so I only reeeally need it to last until Sunday. So I'm not taking it today. I should be fine, because I've accidentally left it pretty late before and not felt like crap or anything.
It's my own fault because I just haven't had the will to call and make an appointment since I realised I didn't have much left.
It's not even THAT BAD, I've just been feeling really stressed about it. Along with all this 'MOVE BACK IN WITH YOUR FAMILY TO RECOVER' stuff, it's just a reminder of the fact that I have so much to do right now and I don't want to deeeeeal with any of it.
Just want to curl up in bed with my kindle forever.

[Niels]

I was writing an article about 5 Snow White movies, and I was about 70% finished, when I accidentally closed notepad. Not exactly day-ruining, but still really disappointing.


And Audrey, if you explain the problem to your doctor, can't you go before then just to pick up a prescription?

[Savannah]

^We didn't spend much time with each other when I was very little, but then I moved in with him when I was 12 or 13 so I don't think it's that. Honestly, I think it's because I'm quite a lot like my mum and he doesn't have any time for her at all. It feels like he just doesn't like me, tbh. He's said things in the past that have upset me so much, really hurtful things, like when he told me that nobody wants to talk to me in the family because I never say anything worthwhile, or once I tried to sort out a fight we were having by going to talk to him about it calmly and he blew his lid and started yelling that I haven't changed since I was a kid and that I think the world owes me a living. And then he acts like nothing happened, like he doesn't even realise why I'm upset. But I think it's all because the most helpful ways I've found to sorting things out are how my mum deals with things, and because I act a lot like her and he hates her. It's not my fault and it makes me want to kick him for being a dickhead, but that's what I think it is.

It comes to the same thing, he does not know the new and young-adult Indja very well. He still thinks that you haven't changed since you were a kid. And apparently he has a different picture in his mind than actually how you are, so he keeps misjudging/misunderstanding your points and behaviours. Unfortunately that is something done by most of the parents  

And as for you reminding him of your mother, well that's a curse for the divorced parents, they have to remember their exes each time they have an arguement with the child, because they remember their exes mostly with such negative sides and experiences. You know when you achieve something such as a graduation or starting a family, they boast saying such things "of course she's capable of doing it she's my daughter, she took after me, she's totally like when i was younger, etc.", but when you disappoint them or disagree with them all they say is "where did you learn to be so disrespectful, you are as irresponsible as your mother/father, you totally are his/her daughter".

Seriously, people tend to think that the kids need to be taken to a therapist when their parents break up, but most kids deal with it pretty much better than their parents do.

@Auds, please make sure your tension stays in its normal setting. Other than that, i hope and guess you can deal with the other symptoms for you will be taking them pretty soonish.

[Pope Totalfrog]

I feel a bit like my whole life is falling apart. This kinda sucks.

[CeeGBee]

[concerned-face]

Audrey, while I am NOT a qualified medical professional, it is my understanding that a
key to getting a/ds to work is maintaining a certain level in your system.  If you can't
get a refill sooner, you're probably better off with the half-pills.... (but check with a
qualified professional and see if you can't just get more...)




Sheri, what seems to be the problem? 

[Pope Totalfrog]

Auds, call the Dr's surgery and tell them you need a repeat before your appointment. It shouldn't be a problem. Halving the dose could make you feel pretty lousy but I suppose it's better than nothing.

Sheri, what seems to be the problem? 

I PM'd you.

[Pandora]

My uncle is dying. He's basically been fighting for his life for over five years but he's still not giving up. The hospital apparently took the feeding tube out and he's furious with them. They're trying to ease his passing by giving him lots of morphine so he can die peacefully but he's not ready to let go. I really don't know what to think, on the one hand I think it's admirable that he wants to live so badly but on the other hand I don't really understand why he doesn't just accept his mortality. He's about 92, he had a long successful life, two marriages and a bunch of kids, and all his loved ones have been going through hell for the last five years because of all the uncertainty and it seems like it would just be easier for everyone if it was just over. And then when I think that I feel guilty about wishing my uncle would die.

[Blue Canary]

My uncle is dying. He's basically been fighting for his life for over five years but he's still not giving up. The hospital apparently took the feeding tube out and he's furious with them. They're trying to ease his passing by giving him lots of morphine so he can die peacefully but he's not ready to let go. I really don't know what to think, on the one hand I think it's admirable that he wants to live so badly but on the other hand I don't really understand why he doesn't just accept his mortality. He's about 92, he had a long successful life, two marriages and a bunch of kids, and all his loved ones have been going through hell for the last five years because of all the uncertainty and it seems like it would just be easier for everyone if it was just over. And then when I think that I feel guilty about wishing my uncle would die.

I was going to gripe about how I can't go to Bats Day anymore, but this is awful. :[
I'm so sorry that this is happening to you and your family. How horribly stressful for all of you. :[[[[

[Savannah]

My uncle is dying. He's basically been fighting for his life for over five years but he's still not giving up. The hospital apparently took the feeding tube out and he's furious with them. They're trying to ease his passing by giving him lots of morphine so he can die peacefully but he's not ready to let go. I really don't know what to think, on the one hand I think it's admirable that he wants to live so badly but on the other hand I don't really understand why he doesn't just accept his mortality. He's about 92, he had a long successful life, two marriages and a bunch of kids, and all his loved ones have been going through hell for the last five years because of all the uncertainty and it seems like it would just be easier for everyone if it was just over. And then when I think that I feel guilty about wishing my uncle would die.

I was going to gripe about how I can't go to Bats Day anymore, but this is awful. :[
I'm so sorry that this is happening to you and your family. How horribly stressful for all of you. :[[[[

This is tragic, i'm so sorry for your uncle and his family I hope the best for him.

[Mr. Leave Me Alone]

To those merry folks who replied to my other post: I actually tried talking to the lady I was talking to about what I could possibly to do sort this out sooner but she was like 'nooo the only thing we have here that you're meant to be repeating is these iron tablets' (which I don't even take so I don't know what the fuck) and I was like 'is there anyone else I can speak to who might know more about the medication I'm on?' and she just went 'ummm...no...maybe...speak to the doctor at your appointment on Monday?'
So yeah. Halving the tablets. I have about enough to last me until tomorrow (Sunday) and my appointment is on Monday, so I guess it should be kind of okay-ish in a way. I actually had to skip a day, which I'm sure wasn't a good idea, but apparently there is NOTHING IN THE WHOLE WORLD THAT CAN BE DONE according to that one receptionist. I was pretty surprised at her response because you'd think there'd be some kind of procedure in place for that kind of situation that the receptionists would know about but I guess not.

[Niels]

nothing to do on a saturday night (which wouldn't be a problem if I'd had plans last night)

[Pandora]

My uncle is gone, but it didn't really ruin my day. It was about time his suffering finally ended. I hope he's in a better place now, and that his family goes through a healthy mourning process.

[bambiraptor]

i had a chest infection a few weeks ago and i gave it to a girl at work and now she's given it back to me and i left my inhaler at work so i'm basically going to die

[Savannah]

My uncle is gone, but it didn't really ruin my day. It was about time his suffering finally ended. I hope he's in a better place now, and that his family goes through a healthy mourning process.

May he rest in peace

[imaginary friend]

My uncle is gone, but it didn't really ruin my day. It was about time his suffering finally ended. I hope he's in a better place now, and that his family goes through a healthy mourning process.

May he rest in peace

indeed.