OH MY GODDD. I finally finished my effing piano exam! Woo! The lady was so pleasant I felt at ease with her but I also felt like an asshole for screwing up my scales. I heard her fail me. Her pencil just did this line, there was no extra writing, it was a line. Ughh. Jesus! But I think I did ok, since it was my first exam in 2 years. I think I got a passing mark but not a pretty one. When I fucked up the song she goes "Don't worry about it, I know how you feel, I'm not the examiner that hopes you screw up so I can fail you. No no, I'm on your side. Just breathe, relax and whenever you're ready you can play, take all your time." She was SO effing nice I was so astounded by how nice she was. Ugh, it was beautiful. But sad.