I think I just experienced a very minor earthquake, like 0.01 on the Richter scale, but still, I'm freaked out! We never have earthquakes here! What the fuck is going on?!?!

I know that feeling. It shakes your mind more than it actually shakes the earth, but don't worry because it only takes a couple of hours to get used to that feeling.
*Hugs* I hope you feel better now, and i'm always here to talk just so as you know.
So. I really am in need of conversation. Ideally, in person, with someone of the opposite gender, with a beard, a like mind, and of course in my age range (a like mind in a 40 year old would be odd, but it's happened).
I would take an interesting person of any standing as well, but I'm trying to send out a specific mail order into the universe.
Otherwise, I'll watch Torchwood, filling my hot-guy needs.
But...who knows how many adorable guys will pass my way, and I wont know, because I'll be knee deep in Jack Harkness?
And who knows if I'd be able to speak to adorable men. I'm so....
damn.
Amen sista, amen

I too am curious about if i will be able to find the right person.
I'm trying to be more extravert, dynamic, sociable, etc. But i can't manage to be such a person. It surprises me a lot because it's quite a change. While i was going to the college, i used to be pretty philanderer, my phone used to ring all the time and i liked having so many people around me though i had a bf with whom i was crazy in love.
But nowadays i just hate going out, and get bored to hell when somebody calls me on the phone, i can't stand texting, etc. I wonder if this is a sign of depression or something.
Yesterday i have met a guy who is a potential customer of us, he's such a charming and cute guy. It's really nice to talk to him. But when he asked me if i'd date, i felt like "oh shit, i just have a day of spare time per week and he wants to take it, what will i talk to him, i don't even want to look at the mirror so how am i going to apply make up and wear something pretty, blah blah...".