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[absynth aura]

There's a bath house disco next weekend, and I want to go, but I've already made plans for dinner and clubbing with other friends. Plus I'd have nobody to go with...

[Savannah]

My ex is being annoying, i hate him behaving me so friendly as if we haven't gone through the same shit.

Yeah, i see now, we used to swim in the same pool. Anyway, the water was up to my shoulders while it was up to his waist.

Yeah, fucking relativity!

[Astica]

^ugh. Is there any way you can just ignore him?

@Topic: I'm impressed with how fantastically I manage to screw up the talking-to-people thing sometimes. Especially when it's important to me to communicate well. Right now, I kind of just want to dig a grave, sit in it, and consider how meta my situation is.

[The Angel Raliel]

^ugh. Is there any way you can just ignore him?

@Topic: I'm impressed with how fantastically I manage to screw up the talking-to-people thing sometimes. Especially when it's important to me to communicate well. Right now, I kind of just want to dig a grave, sit in it, and consider how meta my situation is.

tis odd...one can crave company and when it is offered end up making a complete arse of oneself....

[Astica]

^ugh. Is there any way you can just ignore him?

@Topic: I'm impressed with how fantastically I manage to screw up the talking-to-people thing sometimes. Especially when it's important to me to communicate well. Right now, I kind of just want to dig a grave, sit in it, and consider how meta my situation is.

tis odd...one can crave company and when it is offered end up making a complete arse of oneself....

Haha, yeah. Next time I see him, I might just pretend I was drunk the last time we spoke (last night). It would certainly be believable

[Savannah]

^ugh. Is there any way you can just ignore him?

@Topic: I'm impressed with how fantastically I manage to screw up the talking-to-people thing sometimes. Especially when it's important to me to communicate well. Right now, I kind of just want to dig a grave, sit in it, and consider how meta my situation is.

I just can't. We have a classful of common friends, he adds me everywhere i'm online. Oh and he does it in such a friendly way that, i can't ignore or whine when he shows up in facebook chat asking "hello, how do you do m'dear". Killing me softly with politeness and tactfulness.
The reason it hurts and bugs me this much is that, for truth, i know he gives damn about me, yet he's too proud to show any sign of it.

And as for your situation, there's nothing wrong with it. It's just human affairs are weird. What Robin said; when you need someone to talk to, you can't find anyone and feel completely alone. Yet when you are bored of the crowd and need some space, there are so many useless people around you that you feel like screaming.

Really, we are weird creatures. See me, whining about my exes friendliness and politeness. If he didn't talk to me at all, then i would be like 'oh what a son of a bitch, what a fucktard'.

[Astica]

^Ugh, I hate it when people act all polite so if you're impolite then it looks like you're the bitch, when they're actually the bitch quietly.

Also, lately I just feel like bodies and speech are just great barriers blocking true self-expression, even though I know people can use them to express themselves well in some situations.

[imaginary friend]

. We have a classful of common friends, he adds me everywhere i'm online. Oh and he does it in such a friendly way that, i can't ignore or whine when he shows up in facebook chat asking "hello, how do you do m'dear". Killing me softly with politeness and tactfulness.
The reason it hurts and bugs me this much is that, for truth, i know he gives damn about me, yet he's too proud to show any sign of it.

this is getting perilously close to manipulative-piece-of-shit territory.

[Savannah]

@Astica: Definitely. Especially at the times when one feels uncomfortable and insecure in their skin.

@imaginary friend: I know, i know. It's one thing i know for sure, since i've been listening to Jewel's Foolish Games for the hundredth time tonight.

"Fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care" what a wonderful lyric to define the mess he's been for years.

[bec]

I have a mosquito bite on my forehead. What the actual fuck

[imaginary friend]

I blame the mosquitos.

[Agonistes]

i blame the bossanova.

[Cirque]

As long as you don't blame it on the sunshine

[imaginary friend]

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[CeeGBee]

...saw that one comin' a mile away...