I have come out of hiding to post one little thing here.
Alyss, I believed you. I'm a cynic, hard to convice blah blah blah, but I believed you. Now I feel like a fool. Nobody has ever made me feel like a fool before.
Fergus. You need help. Topics that you took lightheartedly are not lighthearted. You are dysfunctional online and you are most probably dysfunctional offline. Find something real to do, otherwise I'm sure you will continue to create characters and personalities to parade your own twisted thoughts under.
You realise in continuing to post here you are only going to split this community further (and the ones you are marginalising are some of the most vulnerable here)? And from this point on I know that if I call or meet up with friends from this board (and this board goes quite a while back), we will mention you. Not positively. Save face and leave while you can. I'm normally not that nice to people, I was nice to you, I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and then you made me justify being nice to you. UGH. I'm so frustrated with myself over why I wanted to cheer you up, why I shared quite personal information with you and why I still want to give you a chance now. This is the voice of reason. Leave. If this were real life (and don't doubt for a second that this isn't a real life community) you would be sectioned or put in jail for your behaviour, at the very least ridiculed.
Do you know what I found most offensive though? The letters. Would you have continued to reply to our letters under the name Alyss had your conscience not overridden your compulsive lies? What would happen if come one day we were going to meet?
Because I'm still going to stand up for myself regardless. I am sorry. Doesn't mean I shouldn't try to make myself understood.
I am never going to understand you. You took this way too far.